october 14, 0900hrs // 1915 hrs // 2056 hrs

assalamualaikum.

okay it has, forreal, been a while. i missed writing on my blog and getting excited about saying things. life has been busy. it's exam season for me right now and i'm at study groups as often as i can because God knows i can't study when there's no one studying with me. something about suffering through it together, i suppose.

so far, physics papers 2 and 3 and chemistry papers 2 and 3 are done.

physics, hm. how to say.

chemistry also, can la.

truthfully, i'm pretty sure my mind has been compressing everything and has been trying to block out the memory of taking those papers so i can't say much, as i don't remember much. i can tell you though, that i had a slightly better time answering chemistry than physics. oh oh oh, i do remember something from physics paper 2. there were 3 sections and i didnt realise until after the paper when my friend were discussing it. i completely missed section c and lost like 20 marks :") oh well

guuuuuuuuuys :-(((( school is so stressful my delicate soul can't handle dissssssssss

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it has been hours since that last paragraph. i was at 토끼's house doing accounts. still not done. still got no idea what i'm doing. 

ayah was too busy to pick me up so grande's dad had to give me a ride which i am so thankful for because walking would be a nightmare, but i was so embarrassed and i felt like a burden. her dad was so nice about it though :-( 

in summary, i hate asking people for help because i feel annoying, but i don't mind helping other people. how ah like that? why ah like this?

to all the parents (or siblings) of my friends who have had to give me rides in the past, i appreciate you so much, like you don't even know. if i even for a second seemed the slightest bit ungrateful, you're probably hallucinating because i will be piling my verbal appreciation on you.

on the other hand, 토끼, grande and me made a list of everything we plan to do this school holiday. plans include but not limited to and also subject to change, watching hairspray, high school musical: the trilogy, the lion king, some korean drama etc etc.

so i just have to power through my exams and the almost a month of school after it!

khairin, 파이팅!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i've been going cray on smule yall