i have an addmaths test tomorrow. woe is me.
oh khairin. how typical of you to be here, sitting at your desk, books spread out in front of you only to completely ignore them in favour of whining about your problems on a blog with only one constant visitor–you. honestly, it's been a year and 4 months since i've started learning additional mathematics and i still have basically no idea what i'm doing. i have this problem where i can do it just fine in class but when i study i'm completely lost. and don't even get me started about how i do in exams. it's soooo unfair how quiet it ~ suddenly~ getsin my mind whenever i flip that test paper open. how do my classmates do it? how do they know what to do, what steps to take, what the question is even asking for?????? it completely baffles me. i'm torn between accepting the fact that maybe, just maybe me and addmaths are enemies for life. but i can't ignore that tiny, niggling voice in my head saying,"you wish you were good at this, you're envious ...
