finals

i’m really bored right now so i’m writing this blogpost because i’ve literally rotated through all my social media apps three times over and NOTHING is happening.
i should probably be worried about how much i depend on my phone and the internet and social media for entertainment but i ain’t got time to be thinking about any of that.
as i am typing this, it will be the third day of my study week before i have to sit for my finals. like, my final final. pspm 2. the last test i have to sit for before i can finally graduate from matriculation college.
it’s safe to say that it’s a Pretty Big DealTM.
i did a math question set when i woke up this morning so i’m pretty chill but worry not, as this week progresses i will continue to get increasingly stressed and anxious as i await the impending doom that is the first paper. let’s just hope that i don’t do anything stupid this time around like cut my hair or wtv like i did last semester. i can’t really say it turned out bad tho because i ended up looking pretty cute with short hair. lol.
i applied for the accounting course at UM which has been known to be a difficult one to get into as the lowest CGPA in the last intake was a 3.7(?) if i’m not mistaken. i already secured a 4.00 pointer last semester but that just makes it all the more pressuring this time because i’m gonna hate myself if i don’t score that well again. i know i’m too hard on myself and it’s not like i’ll die and fail in life if i don’t get a perfect 4.00 but................ i can’t help it. i just......... i wanna be the very best. that no one ever was. lol.
anyway i don’t really know where i was going with this blogpost, but then again i don’t really know the endgoal of most of the things i write.
bye.