life is the bee's knees

really getting into the feel of blogging again because after my finals ended, i don't really have a reason to do long-form typing which leaves my keyboard sadly under-utilised. i mean, what am i supposed to do? update my resume? ... oh god i should really get on that. oh well. i'm especially enjoying typing right now because i'm on my period which means my nails are painted and they look super good typing. or doing anything really. my hands just look really nice right now. anyway the other day i tweeted about how it feels like i'll never be able to fully embrace adulthood and i think that's apparent. and that's probably not the only tweet i've tweeted about things along those lines lmao in my head i'm still nineteen. when i have friends in stable jobs, talking about getting married and when i'm literally about to turn twenty-three in 6 months. i mean at this point in my sister's life, she had already been married for about a year and just gave bi...

hello i am here coming to you at the end of the day of when i sat for my APM exam. this will (hopefully) be my last exam ever before i start work. i would like to just get my thoughts out so that something exists in perpetuity to remind me of how i felt about this session's exams. just in the off chance that i might need it when results come out this mid-july. sbl was a breeze compared to apm. i finished way too early which worries me. but i think i left the exam room feeling like i truly did my best with all the requirements. i tried to hit the half way point in terms of mark allocation for every single requirement and with the extra time i had, i went beyond that in some places as well. apm... i think my dad was right in suggesting i was overconfident. i studied, i did Qs, maybe not as much as i should have. throughout the whole time i was doing it, i kept thinking there was no way what i wrote fulfilled the requirements but i couldn't figure out what else i was supposed to d...