rejecting adulthood

really getting into the feel of blogging again because after my finals ended, i don't really have a reason to do long-form typing which leaves my keyboard sadly under-utilised.

i mean, what am i supposed to do? update my resume?

...

oh god i should really get on that.

oh well.

i'm especially enjoying typing right now because i'm on my period which means my nails are painted and they look super good typing. or doing anything really. my hands just look really nice right now.

anyway the other day i tweeted about how it feels like i'll never be able to fully embrace adulthood and i think that's apparent.

and that's probably not the only tweet i've tweeted about things along those lines lmao

in my head i'm still nineteen. when i have friends in stable jobs, talking about getting married and when i'm literally about to turn twenty-three in 6 months. i mean at this point in my sister's life, she had already been married for about a year and just gave birth to a human child.

people have different paths in life and it's totally fine that i'm not following a specific path expected by society and it's not like anyone has asked me invasive questions about it but... idk social conditioning i guess.