me? a working adult?

8.59pm 

a day after my results came out and my grant supervisor has finally contacted me to arrange a meeting with–my? his?–HOD.

the words "be prepared to join us anytime" were mentioned too so you best bet my anxiety came soaring through the roof. it didn't help that it also brought up the fact that i still haven't bothered to update my resume like i intended to after my exams were done.

i had more than a month to do that, and i still haven't done it. i'm just lucky that he didn't ask me to bring it and just wanted my transcript. or else i'd be feeling even worse.

the only comfort i have is that i figured out the commute by train if i ever need to get myself down to the office. this is, of course, assuming i'll be located at hq. if they suddenly decide to locate me elsewhere, then i'll have that to worry about all over again but even my anxious ass has decided to keep those nerves for later.

9.35pm

never mind i finished updating my resume and it was actually fine lol